A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... Send this to everyone on your list.......isn't that sweet? I like you because of who you are to me. You are a true friend, if I don't get this back I'll take a hint. You are Everything To Somebody Right now at this very minute----------- someone is very proud of you someone is thinking of you someone cares about you someone misses you someone wants to talk to you someone want to be with you someone hope you aren't in trouble someone is thankful for the support you have provided someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right someone wants you to be happy someone wants you to find them someone is celebrating your successes Someone wants to give you a gift someone think you ARE a gift someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot someone wants to hug you someone loves you someone wants to lavish you with small gifts someone admires your strength someone is thinking of you and smiling someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun someone thinks the world of you Someone wants to protect you someone would do anything for you someone wants to be forgiven someone is grateful for your forgiveness someone wants to laugh with you about old times someone remembers you and wishes you were there someone needs to know that your love is unconditional somebody values your advice someone wants to tell you how much they care someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you someone wants to share their dreams with you someone wants to hold you in their arms someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms someone treasures your spirit someone wishes they could STOP time because of you someone can't wait to see you someone wishes that things didn't have to change someone loves you for who you are someone loves the way you make them feel Someone wants to be with you someone hears a song that reminds them of you someone wants you to know they are there for you someone is glad that you're their friend someone wants to be your friend someone stayed up all night thinking about you someone is alive because of you someone is wishing that you would notice them someone wants to get to know you better someone believes that you are their soul mate someone wants to be near you someone misses your guidance and advice someone values your guidance and advice someone has faith in you someone trusts you someone needs you to send them this letter someone needs your support someone needs you to have faith in them someone needs you to let them be your friend someone will cry when they read this.... 

Very the long... absent.. missing in action..

Woooaahhhhh.. very the long never update anything here!

Sesungguhnya teramat lamanya gitu.. hahahhaaaa.. Tooooo many things happening..
So kenalah muhasabahkan diri sejenak.. (sejenak kebabai!! kweng kweng kweng).

Where should I start?

Must start somewhere.. where? what? how?  pepandai lah ek.. hahahahaa

Suddenly macam tak terbiasa lak nak update...  Kalau nak dicerita banyak sangat alkisah tragedi...

Ok next update.. coming soon.. Bila?  Next two years? kah kah kah...

Lama menghilang

Menghilangkan diri kerana muhasabahkan diri... dan masih lagi muhasabahkan diri ini..

He's my life, my soul....

He is my life... my soul.. only death do us part!!
I have been deeply in love with him since I was 20 years old and nothing changed..
He is the best gift Allah has given me.... I am blessed to have him..

Makin berlambak keje

Ingat tukar keje leh rilex²... haramjadah nak rilex... makin berlambak.. asyik balik lambat.. tak dapat nak update blog.. org kat rumah pun dah KOMPLEN!! addeehhh...

The story goes like this...

Pada hari yg ke 14 kita berpuasa.. anak sulung ku menangis kesakitan. Perut dia sakit.. aku fikirkan dia tak nak puasa dan tak nak ke sekolah so aku pun mcm acuh tak acuh je... last last dia tak pegi skolah dan pada malamnya kita bawa dia ke klinik. Doktor kata URINE INFECTION dan diberikan ubat segala. Keesokkan harinya lagi skali dia ngadu sakit perut... lepas berbuka kita bawa dia ke KKH. Kat KKH dia masih rasa sakit segala.. last last kena warded. Selama dia kat sana aku lah jadi tukang jaga... tapi tak tidur ngan dia. Aku balik bila siang hari baru aku ke ward.


Ward penuh smua katil berpenghuni... doktor sahkan dia ada mild appendicitis. So kita decide to let her have the ops.


Bila dah discharge.. 3 hari kemudian dia ckp sakit perut lagi.. lagi sekali kita bawa dia ke KKH kene warded lagi.


Suami aku yg temankan dia kat spital aku lak gi kerja tapi lepas balik keje singgah ke KKH dan berbuka disana.. pastu kita berdua pulang ke rumah tinggalkan dia kat spital (ward penuh.. smua katil berpenghuni..).


Tapi rupanya dimalam hari dia didatangi "tetamu"... budak kecik (nak berkawan ngan dia dan dia setuju), cik "pon" serta beberapa makhluk pun datang menjenguk dia... dia tak britau kita..


Bila discharge aku bawa dia balik.. lagi 3 hari dah nak raya.. so dah rasa mood untuk raya gaklah kan. Bila kat rumah suami tepon dia tak balik berbuka as dia gi rumah kakak dia nak tolong skit. Lepas solat maghrib aku bermesra dengan anak aku dua org tu.. yg sulung berada kat dlm bilik dia.. aku panggil dia gak.. dia kata dia rasa nak muntah dan perut tak sedap.. aku bawa dia ke tandas.. tak muntah pastu aku suruh dia baring kat bilik untuk berehat.. pastu dia kata kat aku.. "Mama.. jgn baca doa eh.. kakak panas.." dalam hati aku berkata.. APAKAH??!!.. aku tak peduli aku baca surah Al-Fateh, Ayatul kursi, Al-Falaq, Al-Ikhlas dan apa² surah yg aku tau.. dia menjerit-² dan menangis.. "Mama.. jgn baca.. jgn baca.. Kakak panas.. ada api ada api... jgn baca.." aku tak peduli aku baca jugak surah².. dia terjerit² lagi.. pastu dia kata.. "Mama dia datang.. dia datang.. suruh dia pegi.. suruh dia pegi..."

Meremang gaklah bulu roma aku... Aku telefon suami aku suruh dia balik rumah.. dia ingat sakit perut lagi tapi aku cakap ni lain.

Bila suami aku balik anak aku masih lagi menangis dan ketakutan aku masih lagi membaca surah². Aku terangkan apa yang terjadi...

Pendekkan cerita.. ada dua org tukang ubat (katanya lah) membuat rukyah tapi bukan makin kluar.. makin kerasukan anak aku.. sampai empat orang nasihatkan kita suruh hentikan berubat dengan mereka dan cari org lain... so total about 6 people yang kita jumpa. The fifth person dapat lah kluarkan segala apa yang ada kat dalam badan dia... seems ada 70 benda yang bertempek kat dia... imagine!!.. pastu kita pergi ke Shah Alam berjumpa dengan seseorg... alhamdulillah selepas jumpa yang keenam ni barulah dia seperti biasa... (Puaka betina yang last dpt tarik kuar). Syukurlah...

Akan...

Ku cerita disini nanti apa yg menimpa pada anak sulung ku sehingga selama 3 bulan ni dia tidak ke sekolah dan juga ke madrasah...

Mengapa org sanggup melakukan perkara yg tak elok dan terkena kepada anak yg tak berdosa?? Mengapa ada sikap irihati?